Monday, February 9, 2009

do not pass go, do not collect $2oo


so my shrink, let's just call her dr. x, wrote me a note today.
well, she didn't write the note to me.
she wrote the note to whom it may concern.
anyhow, she wrote me this note, without me asking.
about how i should be excused, because i've been going through a hard time and that i have a type of depression that affects my academic performance, my mood, and my concentration.

or something like that.

so i'm debating on whether to use my power for good or for evil.
that's a fat lie.

i'm going to use my power for good. 
in fact, i don't want to use my power at all.
i feel so guilty about it.
because i don't want to have an advantage over the other kids or take advantage of the teachers or anything. 
that's so wrong. 
and plus, i don't want to seem like some kind of fucking basket case who can't get their shit together enough to do their homework.
well, not exactly.
i just don't want to seem like i'm using it as a crutch to not have to do my work.

maybe i'm just overanalyzing.
'tis what i do best.
(that, and british accents)


we'll see.


6 comments:

silenceisnoise said...

I say a b u s e .

Then again, I'm kind of biased... I'm running on a med note, ha.

No use feeling guilty about it (although I don't suppose the are uses for any feelings, really.. well, except for one, and that's reproducing.. I'll stop now)..

Anyways. You deserve the note, is all I can say.

luna lux said...

thanks, mcl.
i dunno, i'm not sure how to use this power, yet.

what do you think of the blog?? =)

silenceisnoise said...

I think it's awesome. =)

I wouldn't have the patience, ha.

I'm going to TPC, btw.

luna lux said...

haha, i kind of like it.
it's pretty much the only thing i have the patience for.
this, and horror movies.
strange, huh?
yay, where can i get tickets?

silenceisnoise said...

Meh. I stopped thinking anything was strange a long time ago, hehe ;)

geg.ca

Online... otherwise, I haven't an inkling.

luna lux said...

thankyouuuu!!