me lips be sealed

yeah okay karma is a bitch.


people lie and i really shouldn't party this much.


my new camera is fantastic and i'm in love with the national.


i don't know if i said anything about new york but it was incredible.

that self-portrait where you look like shit because you feel like shit

belmont

i didn't want to write too much tonight, but i've got a lot on my mind.

i'm tired. 

not so lost.

i'm feeling asymmetrical and anxious.

i'm looking at the future through a big loupe. 

trying to plan and figure it all out.

i want to stop being stupid and sixteen.

i want to make music and drink wine.

i want a change of scenery and i want a big long holiday.

all of this will come, i think.

with time and patience.

i'd rather be sleeping.

i'd rather be smoking a cigarette.

i'd rather be dancing my brains out to deafening dub.

i'd rather be wiser.

i've got a bunch of bad poetry i should post soon.

until then.

much love,

L