walk in silence (no photoshop)
Chaos all around ! ! !
Things be so crazy right now
.
I don't even know how to explain.
I'm so void of energy/emotions and so full of confusion/anxiety.
Grasping the gist of my thoughts used to be easier.
Now it's like finding Waldo ! ! !
Maybe I'm less miserable?
Maybe I'm more tired?
Maybe I'm too busy?
Maybe I'm just lacking communication with myself.
I used to be so capable of expressing myself.
In an albeit strange and sporadic way.
But now I can't focus on a single thang.
Boy, oh boy...
Not even the sweet voice of Thom Yorke can console me.
I leave my window open all the time now, since it's nice and warm; and my neighbors have a sort of koi pond with a little bitty waterfall.
And that sound at night of water trickling is so soothing.
You know what sucks?
All the pictures I wanted to upload are on an external drive hidden somewhere in my father's things.
So all you get is a lame-o picture of Syd and I at a party (don't lie; you know it's lame-o) and a sweet-ass picture of some ghosts named Alice and Alex.
ghosts (no photoshop)
happy camperz
***
under the influence (no photoshop)
Things have been strange.
Lots of social interaction ; but that's not why !
Things have been rocky?
Things have been confusing.
Things have been hard to deal with.
Stressful.
Bizarre.
Musical.
Literal.
Figurative.
Final.
Determining.
Mature.
Immature.
Poor.
Rich.
Memorable.
On videotape (fo' realz, I have it all there in redbluegreen).
Blank.
Undecided.
Deep.
Dark.
Light.
Sunny.
Bright.
Hopeful.
Spring-y.
Floral.
Abundant.
Lacking.
Lost.
Disorienting.
Fleeting.
Extensive.
Eternal.
Boring.
Exciting.
( a d j e c t i v e o v e r l o a d -> now i have a pain in the brain.)
23 seconds, all things we love will die
watch me fall like dominoes (no photoshop)
goodnight.
feels good to get it outta the system, you know?
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