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k is for kaitlyn

c is for clouds

t is for trees

a is for attitude

f is for fur

g is for goofy

i tried way to hard to write

and it didn't flow.

and now i'm mad because i feel strange for forcing words/feelings out of me.

memory lane is a bad place to be.

it's a place that really likes to fuck you over.

memory lane is nowhere you want to be when you're in a good mood.

or in a bad mood.

or in any mood.

memory lane makes you cringe.

memory lane makes you trip & fall.

memory lane sneaks up on you when you least expect it.

and then you're lost in a maze of forgotten thoughts and blocked-out dreams.

those sounds, smells, tastes, sights that take you there.

they grab you around your neck and drag you against your will.

they take the memories and slap you in the face, until you have no choice but to remember.

you're helpless.

defenseless against yourself.

aren't we all?

it's you vs. you vs. you vs. you vs. you vs. you vs. you.

me vs. me vs. me vs. me vs. me vs. me vs. me vs. me vs. me.

how do you fight yourself if you know all your strengths & weaknesses?

how do you fight yourself if you know you're fighting?

but you don't really want to catch yourself off-guard do you?

i know i don't.

so uninspiring.

too many pictures suck the words out of me.

if a picture is worth a thousand words, then i ain't got words for a while.

(vintage thom - AMAZING)