[ insert cute happy new year message here ]

it's 2010 !


nothing has changed so i'm not going to address the whole "it's a new decade!" thing.

dronk as a skonk w/ abraham

right, well i start school again on monday.
i've got mixed feelings about everything.
i've got a headache and a heartache and i'm still broke.
my mum asked me when i would stop being a "party girl".
i laughed really hard.
*
honest questions are hard to answer.
honest questions are questions that you don't want to ask yourself because you're afraid of the answer.
and then when you answer it, you just sort of sit there, your eyes shifty, and your mouth shut tight for fear of more honest words escaping.
my heart feels as cold as the ugly grey slush on the curb.
pretty fucking cold.
*
he said he'd buy me the moon and sun and stars and all that stuff.
that'd be cool.
to put them in a little jar, just glowing by my bedside.
but then the rest of world would have no light or warmth or sparkles in the sky.
that'd be so sad.

esprit d'escalier (taken by nicole)

COUGH
TOUGH
ROUGH
ROUGE
GOUGE
GAUGE
LARGE
MERGE
VERGE
VERSE
TERSE
TENSE
SENSE
NON
SENSE
NON
SENSE
NON
SENSE
NON
SENSE

nye '10

have you ever noticed if you look at a word for too long it starts to lose it's meaning?
even if you say the word too many times, it happens, too.


i like words
i like worms (i lied)
i like worlds
i like whirls
i like thrills
i like bills
but not kills
or chills



YOU LIED.

you