up in smoke: room on fire

they said it would be just like you imagined.
they said you would be smiling just like you thought you would.
but now you are just

w a i t i n g .

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spinning static steps
dream drop eats end edge
ghost girl gone good
life light likes listen little living longer
off officially pack party passion
quite radio radiohead
sick side slice skins
walk walking walls waste watch water went wish
yeah year yourself

can
u
c
the
words
on
ur
page
?
?
?

()()()()()()()()()()()

throngs of people and moving bodies
and you're in the middle,
i want to lie in bed
instead.
im looking at pictures
implanted in my brain from moments
of beauty.
you can feel the noise
and taste it.
unless you're standing in the snow
like me.
i can feel the snow
and taste it.

a few photographs -

MY BROKEN CAMERA AND ITS LITTLE GHOSTS

they said its gay but i like it